what is christmas to you?
what does it do?
when did it all begin?
cam we know today?



today is christmas day. and prob 200 yrs ago christ our Saviour was born.
what a lovely lovely night when the angels sang "Alleluia!", and while Jesus lay in the manger.
never let it be Lord that we would forget that you first loved us, and came down from heaven to such a terrible destructive world. that you would love a sinner such as me. my heart cant say enough to thank you for being such a wonderful god, wonderful friend and everything to me. i couldnt imagine a life without you.
And i know even when im typing this, you are watching from above, and who knows? maybe surfing the net as well? (that would be really cool:) but i know you know my every thought and action, from the moment i wake to the moment i sleep, and as i sleep, you send your angels to protect me. And you Jesus, would be at the right hand of God interceding for me, asking the Father to forgive my sins and praying constantly for me.
oh! how can i deserve a God like that?
Such Marvelous love. such Divine Love..



i do feel your calling, to be a doctor and help the poor, the needy. but how can i Lord?
aunty Fong and Teri told me that you need physics to study medicine, and you may not need bio act..like how dumb is that? if i study biomedical, i would have to work in the lab..yuck! i want to work with people..oh lord, help me to trust you to work out a plan for me. i know you do have one for me alr..just help me to see, and to trust in you as you lead me on in whatever you want me to do..used to be very sure that i was able to study medicine n that subject comb i chose, and now the confidence has just evaporated.
remb in china when we did our PW in BJ..and we visited n prayed for the hospital, just felt thuggings at my heart, though the place was scary, i dint really conc on the scary part but was more fearful for the ppl than for the place..and i just felt..i dono..cant explain that feeling. ruhhh.



ok.i just accidently kicked rach's stuff down and shes grumbling at me.
hahas.but i want to thank everyone for the presents and more imptly, the joy and smiles u've brought into my life, indeed all of u have made a difference in my life, be it a small one or big one, because i know i wouldn be caron today if u ppl dint come into my life! ( all credit goes to god!)
wishing you all a very
MERRY CHRISTMAS!

9:05 AM

my heart burns for you'
you see past all my lies.

hoo.
am back in spore. back in civilisation. back online. seems like ive been living in the stone age or smth..
and it was only two weeks..
so long but yet it passed so fast..
so many experiences and so many things happened..too much for me to put it here..
well. all of us at least gained a nickname..hahas..
i proudly declare mine as "WOOD". really enjoyed myself this year..but it was also the most challenging and tiring one.
i would really like to thank GOD for being so great and so wonderful teachin me and helping me pull thru so many many things. thank stef for being such a great co-leader (smiles:we should have more talks at night..and francine rivers rocks!!)
hahas..thank the bottomless pit: gabriel soh, and my didi: jonathan tan, for helping me work off some fats while laughing..*grins. these two really made life so interesting and funny..love u both ((:
for yong liang!! our GODDESS OF LOVE. agreeing with "amen!" and encouraging us..(not to mention u have a powerful fart::))
and for tabby, claud, daryl, yong en.. my old old buds who encourage me and really made a difference in my life and this trip..
ben for washing the cups for me that night..grins..puts his home habits n skills to use. and u are awarded with the dirtiest gp member..can vie with timmo alr..
and thru all things n in all..god.jesus.holy spirit.mentioned in the front n will mention again. ure so GREAT!


wonder if he s calling me nt yr back to china..or to vietnam..but we visited a hospital there...conditions were horrible and if u go there at night. u ll be freaked out..but just felt a thug at my heart: what if i call u to work here? study medicine and be a doctor and help the poor?
really struck me..and how the rich were really rich and the poor poor..world is unfair..that s why we were called to be a blessing to the poor..
miss ruth and sarah and rebecca..wonder how they r doin over there..feel guilty cause i havent written them letters yet..ruth somehow is the one that left the deepest mark in this yr's trip..oh ruth oh ruth..


how deep the Father's love for us
that he gave His only Son
if you would only bow your knee and say,
" Lord, forgive my sins i pray."
how great, oh how great
this love He poured out on us
how great this love divine
that saved us all from sin



well.YOU GUYS REALLY ROCK. and it was really a great time where we all bonded tog..love u guys and am missing the fun we had tog..((:

12:29 AM

my heart burns for you'
you see past all my lies.

shout it out (:

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all the brothers and sisters

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of old.

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credits.

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wonderful people

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